one is due this coming Wednesday, the other is second week of February.
Yesterday I started with the latter. Today, someone reminded me that its only due in two weeks. Shucks!
Oh well..lets do the one that is needed for submission for the coming Wednesday now.
When u get straight As in your exam, you'll be in great joy. When anyone is the world gets straight As, undoubtly it would be the happiest day. But one of these scenario when the same treatment is given to two different people, the effect is different. That is sex.
Natural sex is a sexual conduct of a man and a woman, with their consent, which is bounded in marriage. Other than that is unnatural sex.
Currently, I'm googling on rape cases and incest for the moral studies subject. After reading accessible amount of recent news and viewing rape rates by the National Police Department, my heart bleeds. Since sexual freedom has been introduce to the world's society, sexual intercourse is no more an intimate love relationship nor it is a secret wonderland of two individuals. In the olden days, people,without the influence of a sex maniac, don't think about sex all the time. Sex is something that causes a reddened facial expression when it is mention. It is regarded as a love message transmitted via a physical medium called flesh. Nowaday, sex is no longer at the prohibited site from the boundary of our thoughts anymore. People can think of many different ways to ease themselves of their burning desires. Moreover, sex is used as a weapon to create soulless zombies and innocence as the trophy over the weaker opponent. When unnatural sex occurred, it is like snatching the victim soul away. The victim is experiencing a soul death.
When I tried to search for the definition for sex, the meaning of the word is continuously replaced by all sorts of sexual act other than the one I mention earlier. Apart from forced sex, homosexuality, bisexuality, zoo sex(with animal), masturbation and what not, although it is not rape, it still kills. It kills you. Now that is another scientific research and a whole new topic. I'll gv another lecture on that, if I remember and if I have the time. LOL.
Imagine a mother of two is reading a rape news on the local newspaper, the pleasurable memory from her sexual activity with her husband is actually agony to another person(woman, man or children). How then can she enjoy sex anymore? Not only she will have a different mindset on the holy conduct, she will also feel insecure.
Many from the world are trying to find scientific, religious and other proofs to allow the society to accept. A scientific research of animal rape is used to equate these odd act of human to put right a rape. The thing is, if what you are doing is right, u do not need any research to proof your action. When scientific and religious studies is required to excuse your action, then what you are doing it is seriously wrong. You see, no one actually done any research that a zebra should walk on four and not two. Who would do that? It is natural what. So it is for sex after marriage. No one would ever do any in depth findings if sex by two married couples is wrong. That research would only show how foolish you are.
Some people actually tried to find health benefit for sex to promote free sex. Nonsense. It is like muting the world with a fact that coffee has antioxidants from its counter effects of
increased pH
headache
odor discharge
insomnia
increase heart beat rate
lethargic
cardiac problems..cut the crap. not talking about coffee today
When adverse effect is more than beneficial effect, it is clear that if it is a cure or poison to you.
For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his *wife, and they will (1)become one flesh. The man and his *wife were both naked, and they felt no shame.
Gen 2:24-25
These immoral conduct is nauseating and I am disgusted, ashamed and disturbed by the holy word: sex. When we defile the meaning of sex, it take huge amount of effort to think that sex is holy, pure, sacred and it is made for good. You might wonder, where is the good now?
*wife is this context means the woman is bound to the man in marriage vows. Not those kind when a bf self-declare his gf as wife.
(1) become one flesh is to have sex.
please share my burden
carry my loads for a while
so that i can sit at the pavement
by the narrow path
to take a breath
wipe the sweat and tears off my face
and boost me with a cheer
give a piece of lousy advice
so that i can feel that u cared
even if you don't give a damn
Seems like my last post is sending the wrong msg. After hearing comments all over the world, I decided to read my own post. I sounded angry instead of disappointed. So sorry ppl, I didn't though it would turn out that way.
I've been staring at the screen for 5 minutes now and nothing is coming out for me to continue.
I've got so much to say but i don't know where to start.
So I'll just end here. hahaha
Let me collect my thoughts first then I'll come back in 2 days time. Or less.
XD
I'm a person that holds strongly to the principle of "money is important, but it's not everything". This make sense to the degree of generosity that I display. I've always believed that I don't need any return for what little I can give. Often I wonder, what makes a person reluctant in bringing a little kindness to the atmosphere.
Not really expecting any sort of gratitude is totally opposite of being paid with a negative value. The love that I disperse in time, money, efforts and tears had ripped an opening that allows selfishness to slash me unnoticed. Leaving me panting for the abundant air. Not long after, as the wound began to notice, it's the time I needed to siren for help. Then, abandon casually in the cold corner with shadow as comforter, hatred that I struggled to tame began roaring.
Two months now, I step into the daylight with a new insight. Growth is a standard operating procedure to every human system. The direction of expansion which monitored by causation will in fact distinguished us. With vast number of experiments and trial, being less thoughtful can reduce the possibility of dislike between us.
It's ok if you just take whatever you came for and go rather than coming back to punch me one or two and then turn to leave again. Allowing me to remain in states of shock that will turn into hate eventually.
I'm generous.
Still am.
You can still come and take whatever you want. But this time, it comes with a slight warning, that is I'm not stupid. You come and take from me, then repay with hurt and think that you can return for more. What do you think I am? Some idiot?
Generosity does not equate with stupidity.
This time, I'll wait till you ask, then I'll give. Fair enough?
Ask and it will be given Matt7:7
Dont' ask then I won't give.
I'm not God. I'm Irena. Can't you see?
Wow, it's Saturday already! One more week and I'll be back to Uni...
Just as I am starting to like my job...
Imagine that. I'm starting to like the job after 2 months. Like signing off an offer letter with self torture as part of the job description. That's sad.
It is hard to like something you don't like.
But it's harder when you found out that you have to exclude something you like from your life.
And it's hardest when you like both, then you can only choose one and exclude the other one from your life.
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I have 2 friends getting married, to each other. They are both younger than me!! Oh my...When you have frenz getting married, it shows that you're old already.
I'm very old already. But, I don't really care...LOL
Do you know that your parents really love you? Imagine you've walked down the isle for your convocation half an hour ago, then you're to look for a job tomorrow. What would you be thinking now?
1. What kinda job would I get? will i be happy with what im doing?
2. Would I have a good pay? To support my family, my children. In 20 years time, will i have 120k(per child)? 50k for education(for utar students). 50k for a new car(local) when they get their first job. 20 k for wedding.
3. Will I find my dream partner? (LOL..dream partner only exist in dreams, aiye?? Live in reality!!)
On the day the doctor broke the good news to your parents, they've already planned for you. Your education, your first car and your wedding. They might not give you the world, but they've tried to give u everything they can. Sometimes we think we deserve all this or even better. And when we don't get what our friends have, we sulk at our pathetic life. Our parents may not love us the way we wanted, but it doesn't mean they didn't love us with all they have.
Bringing up children is more complex in the 21st century. Considering 30 years ago, your father(lets talk about the provider)had a simpler life. Your grandfather only had to feed your dad. And your dad studied hard, get a scholarship or local U, worked
and supports you
and your barbiedolls(babi-doll)
and your digimon
and your game boy
ans your PS2
and your handphone cum service provider
and your shopping habits
and your make-ups
and your many nights at cyber cafe
and your laptop
and your 100-table-wedding dinner at the grandest place with imported grape wine
Your parents love you. Do you love your children? 30 years from now, can you afford your child what luxury you have now?
My parents really love me. And i really love them now. Stop demanding. Stop asking for more. Stop drinking pepsi. ;oP
Drink water.
