Lab report

got back my lab report.. its getting from bad to worse. The worse thing is i know y i got such a poor result for it. That's bcz i didn't put any effort in it. So much for wanting to get 4 flat. I wonder what happen to the fire in me. Its like im fed up on my studies. alwiz taking shortcut and all. Not serious with accomplishing whatever i do. i can see the quality of my product is deteriorating...drastically..

hope i can catch up with myself
and stop persuading myself that that's all i can contribute to my work
and stop excusing myself bcz i've got lots of other activity

i need help
self help books?
mayb..LOLZ