Mind Your Own Business

Sorry to be rude, but thats the name of the software we bought for accounts purposes. The canggih-ness of the software confirms my O-Levels accounting knowledge to be out-dated. I've tried the software for the second day now, still not getting any results. But the help provider is not so helpful either.

My question was: What is Accounts List?


What la nonsense is this? Most of the help answers are like that. Not only it didn't solve my problem, it's wasting my time too. Searching for an answer is as pissing as trying to figure out the software.

Please dont give an empty answer to someone's question. That sucks.

Use Exel!! Now i know why microsoft is making so much money. Because Bill Gates understands the simplicity of our human brain.

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chicken leg

Yesterday i went back to work, so busy cz all the work piling up. As i was browsing a catalog to make a purchase order, i came across chicken leg. I laughed so hard that everyone thought that i was crazy(cz i was lafing at the catalog ma). So i search through another catalog to see the picture, there i found it...

*scanned purposely..

what a day man. With the year coming to an end, alot of people wanna do last minute renovation in time for CNY. Talk till my throat dry.

im of lunching now..bye~~

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The Story of my toe

Long long time ago, fingersnail took up nail painting. She need alot of practice to be the best painter in town. But fingernails had 10 nails to practice, so she went to toe land to borrow 10 toe nails for herself. After that, toenail become dehydrated and told fingernail to stop. but fingernail wouldn't listen, she wanted to be the best painter, so she continue to put paints and other chemical on toe nail. Then one day, Thumb toe retaliated, it collaborate with fungus and allow it to cultivate in it. Fingernail was pissed and impatient, she need to practice, so she cut off the part which is conquered by fungal.

So you see, because i was impatient, i cut away the nail which is in red in the picture(like a triangle). So the nail grew out of shape after that until it puncture my flesh. 4 years i endured the pain. So i removed the nail inhope that it will grow properly.

3 lessons
1. If u hv a fungal growth, please go and see a doctor. I found out that doctor have anti fungal for such cases. In actual fact, u're suppose to pay the doc a visit if u're not feeling well.
2. Don't try to act smart. Go and seek medical or professional advice for critical problems. Cutting away does not mean u've solve the problem
3. Be patient.

Please pardon my grammatical errors. I need to go offline now. It's raining now.

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Dug

This dog is just so cute. Should watch it on UP by Pixar animation.

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holiday~ holiday~hooolliiiddaaeeee~

What is it that comes in lots of shapes and sizes, usually wrapped in colourful wrappers, sometimes fasten with beautiful ribbons and comes with handmade cards?!! Most of all, it put a smile on ur face!! Oh come on, it's Christmas isn't it? It has something to do with Christmas!!

Try the picture for a hint..

Yes!! PRESENTS!! GIFTS!! Christmas is the most celebrated day other than Sundays. Hahaz. All of us would get so excited decorating whatever decoratable, then we'll wait in excitement to give away presents and gifts to those dear to our heart. (and of course get some in return)

Gift is a transfer of something, without the need for compensation that is involve in a trade. A gift is a voluntary act which does not require anything in return. Even though it involves possibly a social expectation of reciprocity, or a return in the form of prestige or power, a gift is meant to be FREE.-wiki-
That's how it put a smile on our faces.

There is a gift that everyone had it unnoticed. That is life. Life is a gift. Adam's life was a gift, given free of charge, with no intention for any compensation or return. He didn't know that God would make him. It's not like Adam knows he's gonna be Adam right? His life was a gift. Our life is a gift, a present. Yeah yeah, u're gonna tell me the fall of Adam and his wife now, right? About sin and bla bla bla..Thats bad news, but what about the good news? You forgot? Over 2000 years ago, a baby born on that first Christmas day! Then after He said

I[Jesus] have come that they[they=except the speaker. meaning it's YOU] may have life, and have it to the full. -Jn 10:10b-

And how come you're reading my blogpost on Christmas day?? You should get your arse off that chair and celebrate. However,if you haven't/didn't receive a gift today, just remember, YOU are a gift. So, treasure the present.

I am the[the=one and only] way, the truth and the LIFE. -Jn 14:6-

Life is colour, Life is music. Life is gifts.
Get a life.
Get Jesus. ;0)

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Holiday: the toe without the nail

walao, the doctor clean the wounds like cleaning concrete floor like that. So painful man. First, he yank the existing gauze from my toe, then he pressed antiseptic on the wound and dress with new gauze and bandage it like taping leak pipe with masking tape. Siao. Cannot move that big toe, very painful. Just now, i hit myself summore.. super duper pain now...

Since my speed is nothing compared to a snail, im off from work for few days already. I'm never sensitive to the highlights on the calendar which mark a holy day because i'm not very fond of one. But holiday is superb when u have a 9 to 5 static working schedule. Not so much to say, i'm taking my toe as an excuse to slack from work while typing in front of the sleek 7 feet christmas tree decorated in classic red and gold at my parents chalet like home. Shhh...please don't tell my sis that!!
*added*
Do you know why it's called a holiday? It all started from genesis, the begining. When God created everything, He added a day to that week for rest. On this day, the Lord our God commanded, that all who work hard through all 6 days shall take a rest on the seventh day and spend it holy. So what does it mean by spending it holy? No sex with ur wife? Nope, its spending time with the Holy One, our God.

So its Holy Day. Holy Day..holy day..hoo-llll-iiiiiii-daeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
Tomorrow is hooooo-lllllll-iiiiiii-ddaaeeeeeeeeeeeeee
there, holiday =)
*added*
Just in case i forget, Feliz Navidad!! Merry Christmas!! May all of u be bless inside out. ;)

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mi nami shin-ne yo! 미남이 시네요

holiday hor?? Nah go watch this korean movie la. Those usual fairy-tale stories that melts all the woman's heart like hot steaming chocolate!! The story is about this girl, pretending to be a guy in place for her twin brother who is suppose to be the new member of an idol group, A. N. Jell(angel kononnya). Then she fell in love with one of the mean but cute vocal lead in the group. Very short drama, 16 eps only. enjoy!!

That's what i've been doing for the holidays, watching drama. Korean drama.
Did u notice that most korean idol drama, the story is always about 2 people who hated each other at first but ended up living under the same roof and fell in love with each other.
If u've watched goong宫(princess hour), full house, my girl, the successful story of a bright girl, yuhee witch, a love that kills, 9th out 2 innings, which planet are you from?, that stupid guy(he is unbearably stupid BUT kind), love story in Harvard, tree of heaven, 18 vs 29, coffee prince, take care my lady(拜托小姐)...u'll know ;)

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Wise man say

The kind of wise man im talking about are aged people with lots of experience in their life. Yesterday, I was talking to my dad about investment. Remember? i'm going to invest in shares next year. So must do abit of homework first. So i asked my parents and they told me alot about their life and how money is important and why do they wanna get rich.

My introvert father had alot to say. I enjoyed the chat with him. He told me the mistakes he made and how he wished he had the time to study more about investment. Then he told me some advice from other successful friends. We talked about loans and savings. He also named a few books so that i can read before i start buying shares. Then he goes on to tell me that sometimes its hard to team up with mom as both have different interest at heart.

After a while, mom joined us after her gardening. She told me about her experience on buying properties. She said that there are many aspect a person have to take into consideration when buying a landed property. She also tells me the cons of list hold properties.

In a nutshell
Man likes to give u advice and share the experience with u.

Woman likes to give u the problems.

haha.. but both are important ma.

im so free ah, jz sit at home and do nothing. Cz i cant walk properly. I got the nail pulled from my big toe. It's not painful but the idea of pulling out the nail is disgusting, so i cried like a baby. Well yeah, like a baby and huging my mommy. And i kinda imagine it like the blood will spray all over the place (like watching horror movie..haha). Then the doc say i manja thats y i cried. LOL. I should take picture for u to see, the toe without the nail.

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Guarded Community

With my current work requirement, the fact that my sis is going to start a whole new life and the people that I am mixing with now, property is so much that rings at my ear. The community at my birth place is constantly searching for the best property to exchange the least amount of present dollar to the most of future dollars. KL is recognise to have one of the highest development rate in Malaysia, we have many to choose from to invest our family and money in. The question is, what is worth investing?

Ideas are populated to develop more and more lavish environment for homes. Other than providing a virtually wealthy lifestyle, protection and safety, is one thing that keeps us awake most of the nights, which is also included. Service apartment, high security condos and guarded community are some of the main ingredients of today's luxurious living constructions. If you have little knowledge about those that i have mention, i'll let the first two generates a story of their own. My topic is guarded community(please read title!!)

Guarded community is more like jail. Beautiful, relaxing and enjoyable jail. With the alarming rate of social ills booming from the media, it is hard to imagine anyone who could be less cautious of themselves let alone their family. Years ago, burglars and theft would steal and run. But now, they would shoot and steal or rape and chop with a blink of an eye. The situation is much vital compared to previous years and its growing wilder each minute. Therefore people are looking for beautiful homes with swimming pool and park cum with 5 feet wall surrounding the neighbourhood. Security is becoming more of a need in the coming generation. Why? That's because we're starting to lock ourselves up instead of putting those who have committed crime behind bars. The residents of guarded community are purchasing inconveniences. Lets say u wanna renovate ur house, first u need to apply for a letter at the management office a week ahead. Then the contractors are only to work at a certain time. If you are having a christmas party, you need to apply from the management, gv them all the number plates and i/c number of the guest. How tedious. No wonder connecting with people requires much effort.

My mom never used to let me play with my friends at the nearby parks for fear that i might not return. FYI, within the 5 km radius range, my place have more than 5 parks!! Common sense will forbid us to even walk out of the house what more to say about walking your dog(s). Each of us would rather grow potatoes on our couch that to unlock the doors to the street. My area do not have those cornwallis walls but the residents are forming night patrol and police huts are emerging everywhere now. But those huts only function in broad daylight. LOL. Since they sleep at night, they'll close some of the road accessible to the residential area. One night i was driving on my usual route, and they block one of the road with large oil drums. Thus causing me to take a longer way back home. And i was wondering, by taking such a long time to get home, meaning i have to stay on the road longer. Isn't is more vulnerable to bad luck?? Aiya, if wanna close the road, pls put someone there to open up for me to pass ma..Geez

Before, the bad guys are put to jail. Now, the good guys are to live in jails, and we seems to be pretty happy about that. :?

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2012

Have you watched it? The graphic, sound and impact is really good. It's about the end of the world. How the earth is being wipe out and what will people do at this moment of life. You should go and watch it. So that you too can feel the fear about the world is coming to an end. It is coming to an end, very soon now, in two years time...in 2012

MUAHAHAHAAHA....ROTFL

GG

I haven't watch the movie yet. LOL

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Tshuva

I called, but there is no answer.

This thing has been bugging me for months now. It's like I did try to make it happen. Then i realised that it's not how He wanted it. So I thought maybe I'll just wait and hold on to the faith that He will provide. Just wait till December comes and I'll do something if there's no reply. Sometimes I think of it when I'm at work, when I was about to sleep or when I open my eyes in the morning. I'll quickly brush the thoughts away. It is my intrinsic nature to want it to work, no matter how. But it seems that "How" it's kinda important to Him.

So i wait, and i wait. 12 days had passed for the December month, I still haven't got any answer. Nothing. How disappointed. What am I going to do? it's burdening me. What am I suppose to think. Let's see
1. Ignore Him. Just go ahead and do it. I can't. If I can, I would have done it in October.
2. Drop it. Maybe it will affect my studies if I'm involve in too many activities. Its my second sem in my second year though.
3. Wait. but what if He expect me to do number 1 and i didn't? So i would have to drop it then?

The thing is, I don't really wanna let go.

Ps 85:7
In the days of my troubles I will call to you
for you will answer me

I called..but..
Nombor yang anda dail tiada dalam perkhidmatannya. Sila cuba sebentar lagi..tut tut tut tut...

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say "Grace"

So blessed.

I was asked to go along for shop blessing at my sis's fren's music school cum piano business. My introvert response was to refuse but i went anyway(bcz of piano la!! Tertarik, hati aku). I was tremendously blessed. A prayer answered at the moment we Amen. The person being prayed for, confessed of a dotted relationship with God, was bless by our sharing, our prayer and our presence! Joyful tears were shed, hugs were given, Hallelujah was praised and we were all so happy. What a great testimony.

Before anyone can truly be bless, He must first touch us.

#And like a flood his mercy rains
Unending love, amazing grace#
-my chains are gone, Chris Tomlin-

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fat guy walking to the bank, suddenly he got hungry and telan the...

When u have enough to invest in a car, import or local, which one would u pick?

Yes, imported cars are better in terms of style, engine and quality compared to locally produced cars. However, protons and peroduas are cheaper!!

The reason we cannot enjoy a better spec like how we enjoy the price for local cars is because our researchers are running low on resources. When we stop the cash flow, the engineers all go to T or H company..haha..So we must support local cars!! Would u consider in local cars now?

Okay, okay. Not convincing? In a manufacturing company, resources are usually invest in the R&D dept. When the company has no cash, they will slow down the research. We don't get to enjoy good cars with low prices because the previous generation wouldnt buy local cars. now when its our time to get a car, we dun hv a better option but to get expensive cars. So in order to help the next generation, we must buy local cars. Convincing??

No?? Yeah, u think some hungry ppl will telan the money. Let me put it this way, even if got ppl too hungry, the R&D will still have increase cash flow one. For example, if today, the automobile company has 1mil profit quarterly and 20% is locate to R&D. Then R&D fat guy telan 50% on the way to the bank, so now they only have 10K. If we buy local car from our generation onwards, we can assume that the quarterly profit will increase to 5 mil. If similar alocation of resources is done, the fat guy still telan 50%, we will have 50K. See? there is a 400% increase for research dept. the fat guy cannot telan too much one, then other ppl will know what. Rite?

Logic? so now, u have 2 options
1--buy local cars, suffer abit and allow ur children to enjoy cheap quality cars.
2--buy 1 local car, buy 1 imported car. Keep the local car at home for show and utilise that beautiful imported car. So that ur children can enjoy cheap quality cars.

Hahaha. Well this is a very surface thinking. Please dun go and buy local cars before u do any survey ok? For any brand of cars, please do ur homework b4 u buy.

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me and my blogging habit

My blog is not a tool to impress u. I dont need to. I admit that i started blogging is because of influence. Wanting to educate my readers from my experience through the blogsphere was my real intention. You getting on the knowledge and understanding on the message is my best interest. I can learn to imitate Shakespeare, but if u cant understand it, what use is it?

Many of the visitors cannot really understand if i write too deeply. So i choose to simplify it in order to reduce the stress and ease the reading. If the number of visit to my blog drop because ppl find it hard to digest, then what is the point for me to blog? My scope of audience is large and should be growing.

That's y lor, how well i write does not matter, as long as i make sense. do u make sense? What are u feeding ur readers? happiness or sadness? encouragement or condemnation?

GIGO=> garbage in garbage out. what u read is what u produce.

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MandarinE

mandarin mandarine mandarin mandarine mandarin

haih. i tot i told u english not important ma. don't u think mandarin with an E looks better? like colours is better than color. right?

so pathetic la wei. kiasu-ness man. yala my english sucks therefore i need to convince all of u. really, thats what i really think. bcz im taking too much time correcting my grammar when i blog.

heehee..

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English

English very important ah?? I don't think so. WAIT. Just read on.

English is considered an international language. Yes! We would normally strike a conversation with english unless they looked jakun or u heard them speaking in their own tongues(language). We have been taught that english is important for everything in life. For example, job application. If you're well verse in english, others may look highly on you and you may stand a higher chance of getting employed. I'm amazed how some ppl can write so well. So well that often i would have to read 3 to 4 times to get the message.

Not many ppl can speak english especially at the school where i am currently doing my degree. Even at work. At first, i would use english when i'm in contact with strangers in person or on the phone. However, most of them cannot understand. Then, i have to match other languages with the ppl im meeting or calling before hand.

Lets say i wanna call someone up to check on prices of light bulbs. I would go
Hello? ---[NAME]---ah? Irena ah...Terra Kitchen(if they dun remember me/first time calling)
see? all not english ma. Just names. Then they start talking in whatever language then only i'll converse with them. Most of the time i would speak cantonese, mandarine or bahasa to them. Seldom i would use english, made me alien. hah!

So, should we spend too much time on learning a foreign language? (debate question on world speaker championship, China) I'm not denying that english is essential or it should be abolish from our syllabus. I think having a good command in english is sufficient. Parents used to pressured their children to master english causing them to abandon other mother tongues. That's why most of the teenagers or young adults are stripped off from one of their original traits.

so i think most importantly, it is good enough when u understand what the text book and internet is all about and other ppl can understand u, does not really matter what language u speak. In fact, does not matter how well ur english is, as long as u make sense. Yea?

Now ah, since China is coming up like a hibernating dragon, everyone is trying to take up mandarine!! Thinking that one day they would be sent to china to discuss a multimillion project. What a joke.

Aren't we lucky? if u cannot speak english and mandarine, u still have bahasa mer.
ngek ngek ngek

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something new.

Been a different year end. Done so many abnormal stuff. Haha,,i mean im doing stuff that ppl dun do everyday.
1. Planning for wedding. Not mine. Gotta look through wedding cards, searching for bible verses and googling for printing templates, picking songs and all..gosh i need to book the nail artist for the photo shooting man. Woman like to do this kinda stuff. I enjoy doing it but when im reminded that it isn't my wedding, and it isnt my dream man, its just so sad. I think i need to look for a rich guy so that i can hire a wedding planner to do all this for me. Otherwise its just a me and him wedding..lolz and God. He's gonna be there uninvited anyway.

2. Gluing tiles. Been running over to the hardware shop so often that the owner knows me very well. The tiles fell off so need to glue it back. Like squeezing cream to decorate cake. Fun.

3. You like presentations??? i have alot of these. but im listening to presentations on rocks and plastic..haha..granite and marble and quartz and acrylic.

4. Accounts. Preparing for year end. I think book keeping is just boring. It's like copying whatever on the statement to exel. Finally making sure of what u copied is exactly what is on the statement. what use is that?? U might not know, we dun take cash, so its kinda stupid la. If we do take cash, then it'll be more challenging. XD

the only thing that never change is that every year, when im off from school, i'll join my sister's cell, and they have to talk about preparation for christmas party. Which reminds me, Christmas is coming. Presents anyone?

Stay cool till my return *winks

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Magazines are colourful

Reading magazines can be boring too. Yeah, if u read it like a text book. So i was just checking out some mag in the showroom office and i almost ter-sleep!! I didnt know browsing a mag can be so boring. Its like studying for exams, i've gotta pay alot of attention on the colour combination, materials, cabinetry, style and how to design certain types of weird shaped kitchen. SERIOUSLY, designing is not me. and i knew that.

On the other hand, if u read a text book like a storybook, u'll find it interesting. One nite i was bunking in with my fren, then i browse her cabinet which shelf her textbook. There is this very interesting looking book titled "creativity". Plus a red cover made me pick it up. Then..
She: "wow, u're actually reading it."
Me: "yeah, kinda interesting. No?"
She: "I suppose so. Mayb its because u're not taking it as a text book."
Me: "huh?? its a text book?? omg, im reading a text book and its interesting."
i still find it interesting after knowing that's a text book. haha..

anyway, i nvr really read magazines. Reading fashion magazines makes me self conscious. Not that its not good, but i find it disturbing. Its like hving constant auto-remind on the out dated cloths u own yet not hving the cash to get those in style. thats so depressing isn't it? Why waste so much of time and money on stuff like that?

psst..i plan to invest with my salary in shares next year. hehe :D

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HAHAHA

click to enlarge lar. not testing ur eyesight here

I think many of you also like that ler...

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Open the Eyes of My Heart

Open the eys of my heart, Lord
Open the eys of my heart
I want to see You
I want to see You

Open the eyes of my heart, Lord
Open the eyes of my heart
I want to see You
I want to see You

To see You high and lifted up
Shining in the light of Your glory
Pour out Your power and love
As we sing holy, holy, holy

Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy
Holy, holy, holy
I want to see You

Holy, holy, holy
Your are holy, holy, holy
Jesus is holy, holy, holy
I want to see you

Classic praise from Paul Baloche. Reminds me so much of the moment, the romantic persue, the gentle wait for my acceptance.
Then, i fell in love. Still in love. Always will be in love.

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An offended friend...

...is harder to win back than a fortified city Prov18:19

It is said that to win back a person’s friendship, trust and love is much much harder than a defended city. Win back it is. It’s not like he is a stranger that u are trying to build a relationship, but a friend to reconcile. Sometimes our self-centeredness may cost us of the trust and friendship we have for one another. Often, we would try to never hurt our friends because we know they are treasures. Once we lose them, we never have them back.

Our family, to most of us, is our advisor, comforter and friend. We love them most abundantly comparing to those of our friend. Nevertheless, we let our mindless words and action cause the gap between us. Usually we wouldn’t fill the crack we made between ourselves taking for granted that time will do its job. Now that’s because we know perfectly that we have their unconditional love and forgiving is not an option. So when we are unkind, we know that they'll still be there the next morning. Therefore we hurt them unconsciously and heartlessly.

The good thing is, since they know us like forever now, it’s easier for them to understand why we act or REACT the way we do. So they can love us again despite of our unreasonable..whatever..haha..well well, you must be guessing that I did something unkind rite? Yea I did, no need to guess. Even so, it’s still hard for me to say --I’m sorry.

*singing: sorry seems to be the hardest word...

Anyway, I don’t know, u might not have the kind of family background as ideal as u imagine. You don’t have to resent or blame sky-man(GOD). You can let go and learn to love yourself and others too. You are not lucky enough to be born in such a family, but you have the opportunity to create THE ideal family. Allow your children the opportunity to live in a good family background and at the same time, give yourself a chance to build one.*winks

Love yourself so that others know how to love you. *draw a heart*

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Nothing to post

#wonder why u even click on the post after reading the title..

working life is sien...totally sien..especially u have nothing to do..like now.

MISS U PPL LEH!! Hope to start my new sem soon. Soon as in like tomorrow.

And then ah, i realise that all the blogpost are so ...emo...Like all the blogpost i read also scold ppl one. Felt like kena hantam 99(kaukau) from the bloggers. Why la so emo? chill man. Dont over react to stuff that is not ur concern ler..life is simple if u just ignore it. Hah!! Emo-ness in the air~~
Gosh! im crapping again....

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exocyclic double bond

calculating for the units are like calculating exocyclic double bonds for extended chromophore. At least a figure is provided for calculating the absorption wavelength on conjugated chromophore. Unlike quoting for kitchen cabinets, u've gotta draw the unit and sub-unit urself then only u can calculate. Loads to learn...

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not so good after all

First day working 2gthr with sis. The bad thing about working with ur choleric sister is that u have to learn everything!! Everything is from measuring, quoting, pricing, photo taking, supervising the construction, DRAWING dll. Gosh!! Imagine having 0% yet having to give 100%. If she were to gv me a test now, i'd most probably score for the calculation part. So i didnt do any quotation today. I'm not as confident as i look when i dun have the info i need. SUPLIES!! Yala, look confident only ma. No one say u hv to be how u look rite?

ifone got stolen while we're in the shop. This thief is so professional. Pretended to be a client and able to quote the kitchen soooo well. Then he left with the ifone claiming that he wanna get name card from the car.

So leh, today is not so good after all, aik?

ps: if u dun remember, dll = dan lain-lain

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bad news

My mom told me mama miao is gone for good. She was put to sleep this afternoon bfore picking me up.

Cruel? i dunno. All i know is she was paralyse from her waist down. Mayb she...according to mommy..had stroke or accident.

7 years leh this miao..no picture for u..i dun really like animals. Not that i hate them, i'm just not fond of them. Some ppl say that if u can look after a pet, u're ready to have kids. I can look after an iguana pretty well though. XD

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sick

就算你再努力的喂母鸡吃茶叶， 它也不会生出茶叶蛋。
no matter how u try to feed the hen with tea, it will nvr lay tea eggs.

Im so sick now. I mean im down with flu, sore throat and cough.

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try this Q

Got it? This is not an IQ test. It's a form 2 science question. Maths question to me la. Try harder.

Still couldnt figure it out? Bcz its not question. Its a stupid question.

really challenged me weh...no wonder the students are failing...

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共同点

Friends are like stars..
I don't have many friends. But i have many good friends, those really close ones. I only invest in a handful of people because too many of 'em, i'll loose track on them. I love my friends, like caring for them, cry on shoulders, listen to them blabbing. We do lots of crazy stuff together and they influence my life alot. Certain hobbies and likings i have were introduced by my friends. My life is really boring and plain without them. Sometimes i remember them when i do certain things...

I used to

• dislike pan mee. But i love em now.
• cry when i take spicy food. Now and then, i have cravings for tom yam and nasi lemak
• think sudoku is boriiiing. I win most of the sudoku challenges with my friends now. Even went for sudoku competition. GG
• think that im too old for manga and comics. I have collection of some classic manga which i have to hide it from my brother. Else, self-own-ism will happen.
• wonder if rubik's cube is for children. I have 2 myself.
• Like satay. Love satay now.
  
• think shopaholic(its a book) are for girls. Now i collects sophie kinsella's books.
• think durian cendol is yuckie. Its not.
  
• think blogging are for people who cannot speak for themselves. Pathetically they want everyone to know what they think but dare not say.. haha..cowards...but now i think this is the only way i can catch up with u now. blogs, facebook, msn...whatever
  

These are stuff we shared and enjoy and still do. I don't really keep up with my old friends. I live in the "now" era. I make new friends and i move on. I just realized that those close ones that i'm sharing my greatest moment and deepest feelings will soon be out of the picture in 1 1/2 years time. Then i'll transit into a whole new world. Whoa, like that i better dun tell them so much about me lar..haha..no la, still love u okay?

u might think i'm cruel. But lets be real. Friend are only real when u shared the same interest. When u leave high school, u have nothing in common with ur ex-school mates. even when u meet up, u tend to chat abt what happen years ago. U dont share what happenin in ur life now. Like when i meet with my frens at home. we talk about what happen when we work together or whats going on at the place i used to work . Apart from that, u have different schedule and time table. Some of my frens hv different holidays, some are working and others are busy with thier fmli. Inevitably hard to gather.

Know that u might never again appear in the still shots of the story on my film, close or not, YOU are the sound tracks playing behind that makes the movie. I do remember u sometimes when im doing one of those stuff u taught me.. I may not recall what and fail to list it down, but i'll know it when im doing, eating or reading it. =)

This post is dedicated to all my friends out there. One day i may not love u or sayang u like i do now, but u're important. So i'll take every opportunity now to tell u how much i treasure u, even if it's not my greatest intention to know u.

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Comments

this is strange. cant seem to post comments on bloggie. mayb she knows i dun like comments. hahaha..will fix it soon if i know how. else jz wait til next sem when there's some one willing to help me get it right. LOL

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discriminated

Thats what they think. i feel so discriminated. just because im a female?

u might not agree with what i do . but let me tell u this, I don't agree with what u think either, sucker

That's y males are easier to clique with.

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One

u know what happen yesterday rite? first launching of 1 malaysia at ipoh lo. we had to go there to "represent" UTAR. Everything was great.

i love malaysia. not because we r independent or capable or the fact that we're a 3rd world country, its because God has given me a good land. Malaysia is still a land of milk and honey. The very fact that we're less advance just proof that the land is still very much virgin. The only problem is them. I believe they had a good speeeeeech yesterday but i wasnt listening. expected lah. They have a good heart its just that they are chained. So engross in wealth, position and recognition which cause them to talk alot of what cant be seen. I believe they are human too. Not robots. I do believe somewhere in them are moved when they prepared those speech. If not, why would they do it. They do know what IS right thou. I believe the situation of our country break many of their hearts. just that their personal desires oppressing the 1 mehsia spirit in them.

A sense of belonging He said. U need to love something or someplace to feel belong. U have to love the country to belong. We complain complain and complain about this country. We want different. Well let me put a simple sense in u. U want a difference? Be different. "Be" is a word of action. We all know that many are said but none are done.

Action speaks louder then words. I dun understand who created this phrase.
Talking = words coming out from ur mouth. And talking IS an action.
I would put it
Do not talk the talk, but walk the talk
If u ask me, i'd say just walk and shaddap

Malaysia is less than perfect. Usually it's the imperfection that charge us. But we're not standing up. No one is rising. We're a pretty comfortable in this chaos, huh? Many of us have a perception that it will not work so we wait and see. u wait lah 慢慢等. U want it to change, then u've got to change it. not wait. so we complained, and suggest what is to be done. but WE are not doing anything. this makes us like them, talk and do nothing. see? Ever look into the mirror before u judge? What have we done so far? Brain washing our children before they can even talk and teach them how to hate others? tell them that the country is not treating them fairly. Ask them to be racist. Tell the youngs that the country is lousy. why dont u teach them how to love it and embrace ownership.

Ownership is when u go to ur frens house, u'd open the fridge first. u know he is fren when he allows u. And he'd know u are fren when u open it.

Malaysia will be different because i'm a malaysian. Can u say this? Search ur heart. cant find it? then surge it. I believe malaysia will change because i'm a malaysian. I cant change the world but i can touch the ppl around me and they might change the world. It's gotta start somewhere now.

I love malaysia. Because God gave me a land as good as it is. Its up to me to treasure it, to change it. I will live in malaysia and work here because i want to see revival. there will be. soon. i believe not because the situation is getting worse. not because we have great ppl coming up. because i have a great God. God that allows me to move mountain with a mustard seed faith.

If u dont agree with me then just shut up. Im not forcing u to accept it okay? u chose to read it wad..

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Caffeine and me

Have u tried sleeping with ur eyes close but ur brain is still running? Like u put on the stand-by mode on ur pc. So the pc has no output but the processor is still running to keep everything in place. It feels like u're dreaming but u're conscious with ur eyes close. Am i making any sense at all? So this is what happened. I had teh tarik at 7.30pm just now and i "slept" for 3 hours. Im conscious while i was "sleeping" so i decided to waste some energy by doing some cleaning. Now im wide awake playing free cell while waiting for some movies to load....im hungry...and cold...

cool. hah.

This is what happen when

Irena + Caffiene = lotsa crap

but if i had to study i bet i would be sleeping right now. but the fact is i dun hv to, so im hyper. crap. At least ur pc wont gv itself random task while on stand-by mode. my brain does..haha..

Wished i had warcraft installed in my pc now.

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Chemor

Went to Chemor for the past 2 days. Its a small town(i guess)


Over here, we had fish head bihoon(鱼头米)


Sien edi then go to chepor's waterfall.. the water only reaches up till my hip..GG

Cool thing i found *winks

The thing that drains me is the travelling.

DO NOT allow me to drink caffeinated beverages, else u'll find me cleaning the house and blogging at this hour. LOL

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Selangor/KL

I dun understand why ppl like to come here for vacation. Basically there's nothing fun here(mayb to me). So tell me, what can i do in Selangor/KL except for shopping? i dun wanna spend too much in my outings. tell me k babes?? gimme idea on how to spend my time here.

Thx

PS: i have a fren that ask me to visit the paddy field. THE PADDY FIELD!!! whats there to see?? paddy and frogs? will go anyway..haha..with her...lolz

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Cameron 2

yea i know its late. the internet in kampar is so slow. had to do it at pj. lolz

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sPeEcHLesS

He must be joking.

first He asked me to do something
then He went screw everything up for me
telling me that i cant do anything to it adds up to the chaos He created in the first place

WHAT THE HACK?

What do u want?

Have u every felt at a point of ur life ur just helpless? its like there so much u could have done but u CANT do anything? There is so much of...crap going on. Imagine superman is running out of superpowers. considering all the super stuff he did, then suddenly he cant do anymore. Like he cant react to the siren calling a couple of yards away. He's just ordinary now...how useless that would have felt.. useless

Im feeling even worse. I still have my superpowers. just that its of no use. That make me even more useless now. feels like shit.

neway im fine. i'll just wait. thats all.

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what??!!

my watch is missing. its hiding from me.
my pendrive(aquaria) is missing too..

I NEED THEM for goodness sake

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dependant

I realised that there are some things i cant do it by myself. even if i try, it would take alot from me. 事倍工半

*wink2

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Cameron 1

I'm back!! since yesterday. but the internet service was sooooo bad that i couldnt upload the pix..
finally...So b4 we hop on the bus to cameron, we went to this coffee shop called kaki bukit for breakfast. The lil shop was decorated with lotsa stuff.




All the chun-ted cameras.. the middle one is an old machine man..awesome


the olden days grinder. There are more but i was short of time. gotta hurry and gobble up my food now


my nasi lemak.


on the way to ipoh after breakfast.

thats all now, continue tmrw ya.

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tired

cameron now.
upload pix tomo.
internet sucks over here.

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whensodiumgoeswild^^

lemme tell u
sodium is a very reactive element found from the earth's crust. It reacts vigorously with almost anything, especially water. So when u throw sodium in water, it will react and start running wild..

so im in the "whensodiumgoeswild" mode now... ^^
i took 5 busses today.
1 from kampar to ipoh's medan kit.
1 from medan kit to ipoh perade.
1 from ipoh perade to medan kit.
1 from medan kit to kampar.
Then the last one from kampar to medan kit.
bcz my siao(crazy) brain wanna go ipoh this morning to get travelling bag.
after the bag's case.
i wanna go cameron.
so here i am now at jee lip house, blogging...
tell u something. i packed my bag in 2 minutes flat. after we hop off the bus at kampar. we jogged home, packed and walk back to the bus stop in fear we might miss the last bus..
LOL
ooi ooi now..byebye
my holiday is getting very exciting now~~hehehe..as expected

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Pot Lak

after exam.






eat eat eat..



shy guy


what a beautiful girl. eating also wanna pose..lolz

but i got one while she was eating..muahahahaha

sorry for the brieveity.. really very bz leh..i like ;o*

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NS

back in 2005 i was selected for National Service ,NS (kononnya service). I hated that idea. Totally sucky. The worse part is, among all my frenz, i was the ONLY one chosen. SH*T

It was all the more sucky when we were the first few batches. the camp site was not equipped. The rain then was making the place muddy and damp. Then u'll have to get up 5.30 in the morning by the siren and do morning exercise. killing me slowly with the siren.
U see, at the camp, all u want is sleep and food!! bcz all the activities drains u. I remember we'll climb on the bed whenever, i mean whenever, we had the time to just close our eyes even if it was for a wink. We would take a 1 minute, 2 minute, 10 minute or 30 minute nap. damn funny now..hahahaha...but we had 6 meals a day.

The camp turned out alright. Had alot of fun. Made may frenz. Brushed up my BM and cried at its end. When it ended, i told my self this is it. The end. i will nvr b able to come back to a NS camp anymore. The NS camp is a restricted area. unless u have relatives or fren to visit, otherwise is a no no. miss that place, the uniform, the siren( haha..i do), the marching, ohh i love marching..im not crazy, jz very crazy...and i didnt get to do the flying fox or hold a M16

BUT, in approximately 5 days time, im heading back to NS camp, to play...hahahaha...y go back if u cant use the facilities?? Going back bcz the church camp is at the NS camp site.
cool.

still wont get to do the flying fox or hold a M16

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dilemma

gonna have the last paper in 4 hours and 15 minutes.

ohh..cant wait

yet again, i'll be bored to death with nothing to do here..crap

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Introducing..

Optimus prime... taadaadaadaa *imagine there's d transformers song s backgrnd





all full leh..power sial


so suai(handsome)


Looks cool

actli..

smaller than bee


LOL...looks like bee more power now..GG

Oya, its a gift frm a fren..thx^^

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too late to miss

i just found out that a fren of mine passed away last month. late, i know.
i viewed his fb in order to confirm the news.
i just could not believe it.

the tears on my cheeks are the only words i can afford now..

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另眼相看

Tonight,
2 person were challenged to prove their manliness.
The first guy took it up to show his machoness.
Another one had to admit he has got no balls
just to protect the one true to his heart.
total RESPECT

unexpected but not shocking..

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Do you know

why is the sky blue?


Atmospheric gases or air molecules scatters blue light more than other wavelengths, giving the earth a blue halo effect. (math.ucr.edu/home/baez/physics/.../BlueSky/blue_sky.html)

That's why!!
someone used to tell me that the sky is white and the clouds are blue...u know who u r!! lol *winks

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Pacesetters

The run lor..not bad..nature is good. Kampar is a beauty. If i were a man, i would marry it..hehe




all the uncle and auntie...ran ahead of me...GG

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Quote

Great people are really

ORDINARY people

Who commits themselves

to EXTRAORDINARY goals

by dunnowho

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McD

hehe...guess what?

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Books

Im currently studying on the dining table back at home(PJ). And my mom jz called to ask if we wanna go yum cha with her and dad. As i was abt to clear my stuff from the table, i realize that the only thing i need to put a way is my nettie(lappie for laptops).

I've always done my h/w, revision and studying on the exact same table for many years now. And my mom always complain that i hv to cover every inch of the table with---books!!! Today, all my study materials are coming from one same book. Netbook. I even hv Atkin's physical chem in my pendrive..lol

how convenient. i dun hv to carry all my books up and down anymore. And, i can online and stay close to my friends at the same time. ;)

okay. mom's here, (she look so hot). gotta go..

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Ramadan

Ramadan is the fasting month of the year for muslim. During ramadan, before breaking the fast, they will set up stalls and sell FOOD!!




ah lok looking for food..haha^^










This stall has the best selling chicken weh. Looks like this pak cik in blue is getting it for the whole kampung..lol

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